You don’t stop caring completely, and you don’t need to. You stop giving the deciding vote to people who don’t pay your bills or live your life. Start by accepting that far fewer people are watching than you think, decide whose opinion actually counts, and act before the committee in your head reconvenes.
In a study published in 2000, psychologists at Cornell had students put on a Barry Manilow T-shirt and walk into a room full of their peers. (Science is not always glamorous.) Afterward, each wearer guessed how many people had noticed the shirt. The average guess was exactly twice the real number. Roughly half the room, they thought. Closer to a quarter, in fact.
Your launch post, your price increase, your new job title. All Barry Manilow T-shirts.
Why it’s harder than it sounds
“Just stop caring” is advice from people who’ve never been called “a bit much” in a meeting. Some judgment is real, and it costs real things. Pretending otherwise is how the polite advice loses you.
For women it comes with extras. A coach who works with founders of both genders says the biggest pattern she sees in her women clients is that they’re “afraid of what other people are going to think if they pursue what they really want to do.” The worry is specific: that people will think they’re “too big for their britches,” or what their kids will think if they spend more time on something else.
Call it what it is. A risk assessment, running on old data.
What actually works
Do the Manilow math
Whatever number of people you think will notice, the research says your guess is probably double. The Cornell team called it the spotlight effect. We see our own lives in high definition and assume everyone else has the same screen. They don’t. They’re busy wearing their own T-shirts.
Work out whose voice it is
The same coach has a line we can’t stop thinking about: “I’ve yet to meet a female who the mean, like critical voice in their head did not sound a whole lot like their mom.”
So next time the committee meets, take attendance. If the loudest voice belongs to someone who last reviewed your choices in 1994, she doesn’t get a vote on your pricing.
Pick your jury
Write down five people whose opinion of your work genuinely matters. Clients you love, a mentor, the friend who tells you when there’s spinach in your teeth. That’s the jury. Everyone else is the public gallery. They’re allowed to watch. They don’t get to deliberate.
Remember who’s there at the end
The coach’s answer to all of this is blunt: “it’s your opinion that matters.” Her reasoning is blunter. “You’re the person that’s gonna have to be alone, you know, in the hospice bed by yourself, in your own head at the end of the day,” thinking about what you did and what you didn’t.
Grim? A bit. Effective? Ask anyone who’s read that sentence twice.
Go first, go small
Pick something small. Post the thing you’ve been redrafting for three weeks. Quote the new price on one call. Notice that the sky stays exactly where it was. Then pick something bigger.
Hear it from someone who’s done it
Dr. Liz DuBois Erskine coaches founders on what her husband calls “the psychobabble side of things,” the part where you’re scared to go all out. She says helping women “be more courageous in the face of potential criticism is a huge part of my work.” Jump to 30:57 to hear why women fear judgment, and stay for the bit about the mean girl in your head. Or listen to the full episode.
FAQ
How do I stop being afraid of judgment?
Shrink the audience and widen the evidence. Fewer people are watching than you think (see the Manilow shirt above). Then collect proof from your actual jury, the people whose opinion you chose, and let that outvote the noise.
How do I stop people pleasing without feeling like a bad person?
Start with small, kind noes. “I can’t this week” is a full sentence. You’ll feel like a monster the first few times. You won’t be one. The feeling fades faster than the resentment of saying yes would have.
How do I stop comparing myself to others?
Compare yourself to your own work from a year ago instead. You can see all of it, including the bits you’re proud of. With everyone else, you’re comparing your messy kitchen to their staged one.
Next step
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